Feeling a little lonely now that my best friend is gone.. I miss him like crazy.. my mood has gone from happiest ever to super depressed… he brought so much happiness this past week and now he is gone for 7 weeks I think im gonna go crazy and will for sure cry myself to sleep.. thats just my mood :/

Its obvious that im not one to want the spotlight. Honestly I couldnt do it. I get so nervous. But seriously I miss being on the stage with my girls singing and its sad that im the only one its hurting :/.